SHUT

waiting for my new life

2010-03-06T17:02:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since I update my blog.

Had ended attachment under the most horrible company but great and wonderful colleagues/friends I had made for the last 5months. Definitely will miss out the fun all of us shared during working times like chit-chatting while pretending to make calls, plank calling others extension number and said "Who called me?" and of course passing secret notes containing tons of gossips stuff around with Nisa and Tommy aka Saufi. Hahhs.

Also not forgetting making so many wonderful classmates during my 2years in ITE. It totally change my old thinking concept of ITE equals to 'It's The End' and how disappointed I felt 2years ago when I knew I get into ITE instead of Polytechnic. But getting into ITE let me see lots of stuff which I will never experienced at other places and made me realised that I'm only taking a longer route compared to others and this longer route made me learn even more things than others.

so I'm currently rotting at home, waiting for my Higher Nitec and Polytechnic admission results. And hopefully this time I will made it to the Poly :]

And currently counting down to Jam Hsiao concert on next Saturday, 13/03/2010. It's gonna be a awesome one :D

Who I Am

2010-02-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

Ohh.. It's been ages since I last update my blog. Who cares anyway..

Anyway been busy working like the same as my other classmates and 8 more days to my FREEDOM [: And seriously I gonna start doing my project soon. I keep on forgeting bout it :/

I dunno why but people who I dunno are adding me on MSN :0 virus~

BORED

2009-12-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

Home Alone~

So sad. Whole family gone to Malaysia for uncle's wedding T.T I should have took leave to go with them..

BTW
Liverpool is gonna kick Arsenal ass this coming sunday!
YEA!!

Robert Pattinson

2009-12-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

Wee~
Watched Twilight saga: New Moon. And it's not just good, it's AWESOME! Hahhs. Nearly missed some of the front part thanks to Dad. Lucky sis ask me go in first. Hahhs.

Robert Pattinson is so mouth-watering. So cute, charming, handsome blahh blahh blahh
he's perfect :D

ok I'll go watch TV now..

Home Alone on this coming Friday till next Thursday :(

i bought a iphone~!

2009-12-01T22:16:00.003+08:00

Bought a iphone from Singtel yesterday and it freaking cost me 49bucks only! Not upgrade my line but it's Dad's de line :D Lucky I never save up money dumbly and buy a itouch which cost $308..

I want go sleep soon, working as per usual
Let's pray that attachement will end real soon..

boring

2009-11-26T21:30:00.001+08:00

nothing to post..

New Moon :D

2009-11-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

OMFG. Tomorrow New Moon will be out in cinema :D CHEERS~! But only catching the movie next sunday thanks to my cousin -.-

So in the meanwhile I will chant 'NEW MOON' every now and then. Hahhs. Yea I do that when working. The others just simply say "Jamie, please stop it." Hahhs.

Okay I'll go read the book now :D I'm re-reading it..

is so sick now

2009-11-16T21:57:00.002+08:00

Having flu and cough. Damn I feel so sleepy after taking the medicine. Got 2 days MC so not going to work tomorrow. And I could watch my 2012 :D

Wanna try sesha. let's just wait :) and just wished that time pass more quickly cos I can't wait for the movie New Moon.

oh gosh

2009-11-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

OMG. less than a month to New Moon. Already decided to watch with sis and cousin since she will still be in Singapore when the movie is show in cinema. Just can't wait to see Robert Pattinson in action :D

3 of them again never come to work, all abandon me. Lol.
Anyway, my sales figure is not very good nowadays but still manage to close 1 or 2. It's either the customer don't want it or they are not qualified. It's damn awkward when they customer tell me their annual income and then found out that it is not enough. So damn sorry to them -.-

Alright I wanna continue my novel [:

Hide-and-Seek

2009-11-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

Maybe it become a habit,
I always tend to hide my feelings in front of people,
even my own family,
I just don't want anyone to see the weakness inside me.
I don't want anyone to pity me.
I don't want anyone to see my tears.

I don't want anyone to tell me,
"Don't worry, everything will turn alright"
It won't

I felt that I cannot talk to you like I always do when I'm little.
Maybe the distance between us is getting far,
too far and maybe too late to mend.

Sometimes I didn't even know what I could say to you,
just to make you listen to me,
just to make you notice me,
just to make you know that I'm capable on becoming successful
and making myself into becoming the perfect daughter that you want.

Maybe I just can't be that perfect which you want..

Spend Money

2009-11-08T16:08:00.005+08:00

Work as per usual but HSBC and BOC team manage to hit our target so get to go home at 1PM but not for Eileen. Poor thing.

Wait for sis and cousin at MRT station then we went to Bugis. After that sudden urge to sing song, so go back to Bedok to sing at Princess there :D cost us $48 but at least cheaper then KBox.

I'm lost

2009-11-05T23:12:00.004+08:00

I just want to stay inside my own world
and stop thinking bout the ugly truth of the outside world

but I can't

Had been thinking about what I'm going to do after completing ITE. I only know I want a diploma for Accounting. I totally lost in getting it through polytechnic or private.

MrZaki mention the best is to go Australia to get a Accounting cert. But I think I will totally lose track. And getting so far away from my family, alone in a unknown place, I don't know how am I going to survive.

Maybe I'll get a accounting related job and save up the money first :/

MDIS

2009-11-03T20:52:00.005+08:00

I had decided after completing my study at ITE, I'm going to get a diploma cert for accounting :D
Maybe going for MDIS but can anyone tell me whether this school trusted?

Tomorrow after work going to Plaza Sing. Let's just pray that everything will be alright :)

P S: Believe it or not. I'm gonna start diet tomorrow. No more tibits!

Love Like This

2009-11-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

worst week for a Liverpool fan... FCUK.

SS501: love like this

endure

2009-10-23T20:44:00.003+08:00

My day is same as usual..
call call and
just keep calling..
just keep calling..

Today was quite bore without "Tommy", even Mardhiah agreed with me. LOL. I always talk to him and together we will disturb Kannan. Hahhs :D

I dunno why but my sales is like keep on getting lesser and lesser
most of the times I only got 1 sales and I will be like
"OMG. Only one sales. CALL!!"
So damn stress

But well,
if you don't cope with STRESS
how is one going to survive in this world?

I mean,
which job don't come together packed with STRESS
damn it, stress

So I will only have 1 word for my 5month attachment,
endure

AND
fuck those bloody customer who just hang my calls
try having this job and you will know how I feel
you think we love calling you guys?
puke. just wait for karma!

Meet Me On The Equinox

2009-10-16T23:15:00.006+08:00

There's no work tomorrow. So damn happy bout it. I could just relax at home, lay on my bed and read novel for the whole day. Such enjoyment :D

I'm so disappointed that my sales for this week is damn bad. I just don't know what happen. Just gonna try harder.
ANYWAY
work had been fun with my leader, John and a full-timer, Paul. They are so good and always willing to help us. Paul will always makes everyone laugh. Thanks a lot [:
BTW
It's just not fair why are we getting our pay only on the 25th of next month. How is it possible that we all are gonna run away -.- we still will die die complete the 5 months no matter what. Please just pay my pay earlier.

I'm so in need of money right now. And I gonna save bits by bits to buy a itouch. I think will take months. gosh..
AND
I'm not gonna take any money from Dad or Mum. Gonna buy it using my own money :D How cool is that?

New Moon Soundtrack is out today but not sure whether there is any stock in Singapore. Maybe tomorrow call popular ask. Oh Goah I'm so damn addicted to the whole Twilight saga stuff. Whatever.. I just love it :D And can't wait for December for the movie to be out in Singapore.

Okay. I gonna sleep soon. A picture of the HSBC team :D no paul in this picture..

Talk To My Hand

2009-10-12T20:02:00.003+08:00

fcuk that bloody bitchy customer.
Send a courier to her, ask her sgin then give back, she don't want. She wanna hold onto the application form. Because of this, I got to pay $4.90. Damn fcuked up sia. Hope karma will find it's way to you. and Im sure it will.

Seeing people wearing ITE uniform kinda made me miss those school days..

My Wish

2009-10-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

I sooooo...
sad
disappointed
pissed off
hot-temper
feel like crying
feel like ...

No matter how good I got for my ITE result,
I still feel I'm at the second compared to her.

No matter how other people congrats me on the good GPA I got,
I still won't get the same compliment from you.

I just felt as if I'm just anyone to you.
Not one which is important to you.

I just want you to see the good in me,
not that I got into ITE I will be a failure.

Maybe that's what you believe in..
I just have nothing to say.

Sleepy

2009-10-06T20:44:00.003+08:00

I'm so damn sleepy at work today. I nearly doze off but still continue to call customer and became alert once customer picks up the phone..

Got a few DoNotCall customer today but luckily they will not shouting at me cos quite a number of my customer on my list had already receive calls from the original Efusion. so Damn them bastard..

Alright going to eat my dinner now :D

Strive

2009-10-05T20:32:00.003+08:00

OMFG
Doing the same thing every single day for 5 months :/
But sometimes I get real addicted to keep on calling customer.
Hope 5 months pass quickly and my pay day come sooner please. I wanna shop.

Went to buy contact lens just now but need to wait for the stock. So ta han wearing specs a few more days..

Watch soccer yesterday and Liverpool lose. Haiz. So fcuking damn it sia. Arghhh... Could you guys stop losing.

1st day of work

2009-10-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

1st day of work today. Haven start calling customer already stress. I'm in the Prestiged team handling HSBC personal loan, personal line of credit and credit card.

Okay I gonna sleep soon :D

Already Gone

2009-09-28T23:02:00.001+08:00

Oh my..
2 more days and my holiday will be gone.

Training gonna start real soon...

EXCLUSIVE PREMIERES

2009-09-15T02:03:00.003+08:00

Twilight saga: New Moon Trailer :D
Can't wait for December~

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

Michael Jackson - This Is It

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

SENTOSA

2009-09-15T02:00:00.002+08:00

went to Sentosa with Eileen, Valerie and Regina today.
And I gonna have sun burn on my face =.=

We went to the beach first then went over to LUGE after we finish bathing and stuff...

OKAY I got nothing to blog...

Damn Ass

2009-09-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

Someone called my mum's phone to look for someone name JiaMin. Yea that's my name but I dunno who the hell he/she was.
AND that JiaMin they are looking for has the surname of Lim.
AND that's my mum's phone, so if I really know them, and they know me, they will then called my number right?!

He said he's Sharen's Brother,
AND I told him "I didn't even know WHO THE HELL is Sharen!"
AND guess what he said,
"You don't play prank with me hor!"

WHAT THE FCUK!

AND I hang up the phone.

Apparently,
he still don't believe and a girl called back my mum's phone AGAIN.
This time the moment my mum answer the phone,
the girl shouted vulgarity.
AND my mum shouted back "sheng jing bing. (crazy) You called the wrong number still anyhow scold people!" and hang up the phone.

Make my mood go all the way down..

Hope that they find the REAL JiaMin they are looking for and FCUKING stop calling my mum.
BLOODYHELL BASTARD..

09-09-09

2009-09-09T14:27:00.002+08:00

End of Exam = End of Nightmare

Today is the offical launch of the game, The Beatles
Too bad I dun have a X-BOX at home..

They were the Legend...

Exams Exams Exams

2009-09-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

Exam date is driving nearer day by day and here I am, surfing the net and listening to music as if nothing is going to happen.
Damn it.

Alright.. I'm sure I gonna start tomorrow :D
Meanwhile I'm off to bury myself into the novel I'm gonna read

Z-Chen張智成 - 殘骸MV

2009-08-27T21:42:00.001+08:00

I'm so going to watch this movie :D

SS501

2009-08-25T18:46:00.003+08:00

come to Singapore! If confirm I'm going to their concert on December with ShuGeok :D

sit at the front!

oh my..

2009-08-25T13:52:00.002+08:00

oh my..

Liverpool lose yesterday. So many fans are heart broken which included me. Can you guys buck up man? Don't make me disappointed again and again

tired

2009-08-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

Dun ever take things for granted..

Blahh

2009-08-17T12:20:00.003+08:00

Blogging in school now.

Having NAFA test tomorrow. Running 2.4. Totally hate that. Confirm fail...

Okay, Bye.

Oh ya. Liverpool lost to Tottenham Hotspur, 2-1
Damn fcuking sad lahh. Start of the season lost. Can Liverpool be the first this year anot...

NDP2009

2009-08-11T17:00:00.004+08:00

Sunday went for the NDP at Marine. Had a lot of fun :D

classBM

2009-08-06T15:28:00.003+08:00

The Michael Jackson Tribute that my class did :D

Tomorrow not going to school for National Day celebration. But I'm going for interview for my IA. wish my luck [:

Ferrari

2009-08-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

Blogging in School

Just read the news and it's confirm that Michael Schumacher is going to be Massa substitute!! Definitely a GREAT news :D

Facebook is very laggy. Arghh. That's why I hate using the computers in school. Super laggy.

Balckberry

2009-07-31T20:29:00.003+08:00

Went to Bugis to buy my white pants for monday. Hope the fliming will be a success [:

Anyone have Blackberry phone? It look nice and made me wanna had one too.
OMFG
So many gadgets I wanna buy with so little money.

P/S Finally Blogger is back to normal

in School

2009-07-27T12:56:00.003+08:00

Blogging in school. I have no idea why something is wrong with my blogger at home. Damn irritating as I can't blog at all :/

Okay I dunno what to blog. Suppose to study PIC CA3 but lazy..

Ok bye, Teacher come liao....

Murderer

2009-07-25T19:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday watched the new movie, Murderer at iluma bugis. The advertisment made the movie seem so nice. In the end? The movie like bullshit. watch it and you will know what i meant. in the end the murderer is .... Damn stupid lor. Only those bing bing bang bang sound effect scared you.

But I have to admit some parts are nice and Arron Kow really act that character out. Overall only 3/5 stars.

Harry Potter~

2009-07-22T18:35:00.008+08:00

Yesterday went to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Totally a nice movie. I rate it 4/5. Wondering why people say it's not a nice movie and not worth the money. My sis and bro also thinks that it's a good movie [:

Today got trial interview by 2 banking teachers. I was so nervous and didn't even know what kind of question they will be asking. But overall is quite okay. Got to know much more about how to express yourself. And one of the teacher said I lack of confident.

Yea. That's my biggest weakness.

wu la la

2009-07-20T22:16:00.003+08:00

Change my playlist to mixpod

Harry Potter! I'm coming~~
Tom Felton is hot and cute :D

I'm coming Harry Potter!

2009-07-20T20:52:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow going to watch Harry Potter with sister. Yea yea. Don't tell me not worth the money or anything. I just want to watch the movie at cinema :D

sick

2009-07-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so sick now. Runny nose, coughing and feel so giddy.

I wanna watch Harry Potter asap. But dun think I can tahan watch finish everything inside the cinema when I'm feeling so sick now.

Aching

2009-07-15T18:28:00.002+08:00

My whole body is aching..

Today suppose to have PIC presentation but MissAng is on MC so no presentation. Waste my effort bringing my laptop to school. So heavy. Class as usual and 13 people are on MC. The virus is sort of spreading around in my class. One by one getting sick. Even Eileen also get sick. Hope you guys can get well son [:

Now I know why so many people love Michael Jackson.
His songs are so addicting~

I'm coughing like hell

2009-07-14T14:23:00.002+08:00

OMFG..
12 people from my class have fever, cough and flu.

I want to watch Harry Potter...
Next friday then watch.

bookworm

2009-07-10T14:25:00.003+08:00

I haven been updating my blog often. Yea, I'm now totally a bookworm. Spent hours reading a book and not getting tired of it :D

Parents can sometimes really seems quite weird too. When you're in primary or secondary school, they tend to keep reminding or should I say asking/demanding you to read tons and tons of storybooks and said reading is good for you, blahh blahh blahh.. And yesterday, I nearly got scolded from my mum for spending too much time reading books. How weird.

Anyway, I quite obsessed with all those Vampires related stories..

Examples:
True Blood is a nice TV show which already in the 2nd season and I really dieing to watch the next episode everytime finish watching one. But still have to wait for HBO to air it on TV so then people will upload the episode onto the Internet. I also heard that the books for this show is quite worth it so I'm going to either borrow the books from the library or buy the whole series of 7books which gonna cost $100+.
The Vampire Diaries is also another die die must read story. It's quite draggy but overall worth reading it. Also waiting for the series to be air on TV on September so now all I could do is to read the storybooks..

Ohh...
My class had a belated birthday celebration for MrZaki even though his birthday is yesterday.

Ice Age 3

2009-07-02T08:44:00.001+08:00

I going to watch Ice Age 3 in 5 more hours :D
Hope that can watch in 3D.
Will be more cool right?!

Sway

2009-06-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

I lost a chance of winning S$120 last saturday. I just want money now so I could go out..
This is what happened..

Last Saturday after having breakfast with mum and bro, I accompany mum to buy her 4D. When she was shading her numbers,

MUM: You don't want to buy arr?
ME: Nope. No number to buy.
MUM: Good. If no number don't waste money to buy.
ME: orh..

So after that she went to work and when she came home after her work,

MUM: Your IC no. come out for 4D lei.
ME: HUH? What number?!
MUM: 0939

I was like WTF. I bought that number during my birthday and now I never buy it came out.

No fate. ARGHHH

Sorry Sorry

2009-06-28T02:25:00.001+08:00

Oh my gosh.
This song damn addicting man.
2nd time I found Super Junior song so addicting. 1st time is the song U.
SUPER JUNIOR: Sorry Sorry

Gone forever

2009-06-28T02:12:00.006+08:00

Damn shocked when I saw the news about the King of Pop, Michael Jackson had pass away. Hundreds, Thousands of fans must be crying right now.
I just listen to his music yesterday as my Dad played his music in the car.

No matter what,

Michael Jackson

will be FOREVER King of Pop

WE LOVE YOU! :D

AND

Actress Farrah Fawcett had pass away on the same day too. For those who don't know, she was one of the Charlie's Angel in 1976.

True Blood

2009-06-24T16:38:00.004+08:00

Alright now I totally obessed with another type of vampire show :D Cool show but not suitable for kids. Currently watching the Season1.

I gonna buy the storybook as people on the internet say the book is better :/

Going to meet up this friday to do PIC project. I completely forget bout it on the first week of holiday until I saw Shikin blog on pictures she took when she doing her projects.

Ahhh...

I Quit! I Quit! I Quit!

2009-06-23T23:57:00.003+08:00

The Click Five new photo.
awesome :D

AND

The Click Five new song:
I Quit! I Quit! I Quit!

Great song and totally LOVE it.
quick release your 3rd album!

craving for

2009-06-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Durains

Chocolate

Love ya DAD [:

2009-06-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY
HAPPY FATHER DAY TO DAD!
I love you
I sorry that if I throw my temper on you..

SECONDLY
I bought 張智成 aka Z-Chen album 暗戀
OMFG
Love all his music
QUICK! Come to Singapore! I want your signature~ :D

dblO

2009-06-20T04:26:00.003+08:00

WOO!

Yesterday went to dbl O with friends and we had so much fun. see eileen/valerie blog for more detail. lazy to type. Let's go again! :D
AND

after all those fun we had, I had that damn fcuking alcohol allergic rashes again

WTF!!

it's killing me..........

I want REVENGE !

2009-06-11T14:46:00.004+08:00

Damn fed up with someone right now. Don't she know that handphone can send out SMSes?
Ohhh..
Maybe her phone is just for decoration.
LOLs. two of my friend will know who I am talking about.

I'm going to school tomorrow.. Actually dun wan to go but MrZaki giving tips on project so. Nearly late for class today. I think I am late. Anyway no lesson was contacted and we watch Slumdog Millionaire. A meaningful movie but seriously, not my type. It get bored at certain parts.

I'm going to lose my voice tomorrow. Confirm.

CHOING ARRRR !!

2009-06-10T17:17:00.004+08:00

Last paper today!
CPA
confirm getting a C for it :/

So long never blog liao. Kinda getting lazy nowadays.
Since going to holiday in 2 more days, I going to choing Maple at home!! Eileen lv up so fast dunno she kan chong what. Lol. Anyway also planned to go out with them during school holiday :D and going to be pester by LiHui as what she said since I'm starting holiday soon.

Blah blah blah..

BYE! :D

"NEW MOON" Teaser Trailer

2009-06-06T18:49:00.003+08:00

OMFG!!
NEW MOON Trailer!! [:

'New Moon' Teaser Trailer @ Yahoo! Video

I can't play Maple at school!

2009-05-25T12:56:00.003+08:00

Blogging from school now. Damn boring nothing to do.

Last week just found out that I can play MapleStory at school. Today, after the whole patching of Version0.73 MapleStory, I can't play using school computer. Arghh!! Damn suay can. And I so bore right now.

Later got CRM test but I totally haven study all. Confirm fail.. :/

I wan go home FAST to play Maple lei..

AND AND

Tomorrow going back to BNSS. Not going back to see past teachers and say 'Hi!', how's I'm doing. I'm not that free in doing that.

But I'm going back to BNSS to meet my brother's teacher. I think something wrong with that teacher. Maybe he should go out to the outside world and have more friends?! Instead of calling my Dad every now and then to complain about my brother's behavior, attitude towards him or even not handling up homework..

Hello??

You think my dad so free to entertain you every now and then? Wah lao. Somemore you think my brother is that bad meh? I think is something wrong with your teaching matter and your attitude towards your student. Don't think that just because they are kids and they will do whatever you want them to. Respect them and I'm sure they will respect you back.

And seriously I don't think just by kicking the laptop will spoilt lor.

I want holiday

2009-05-20T18:11:00.002+08:00

How I wish this is the last week of school then I will have my holiday. Recently I'm so fully packed with projects, projects and more projects.

STRESSED!!

Can teachers please stop giving projects? If want to give, can don't all give together? It's so stress to have all the projects cramped together.

sore throat is killing me!

2009-05-16T19:22:00.002+08:00

I'm recently down with fever on Thursday and I got a 2 day MC from polyclinic. So I was not in school on friday [:

NOW,
fever is already gone but here comes my sore throat.
It's killing me man.
I can't eat spicy foods :/

kay, I wanna watch TV.

Korean Korean Korean

2009-05-11T17:51:00.004+08:00

Yawn..
I'm so lazy to blog.

ANYWAY,
today school got assembly and I'm all alone.
Valerie got msg me say that she's not coming to school
Eileen got msg me say that she's not coming for assembly
but nothing from Regina.
Thanks arr
msg her ask her not coming for assembly issit and no reply from her..

AND,
I had been playing maplestory and not revising anything
Shit.

BTW,
I watched finish
Boys over flowers [:
Last night watch finish everything
OMG, I cried so many times
Korean version is way better than Taiwan or Japan I think :/

AND,
I LOVE KIM HYUN JOONG

AKA YOON JI HOO [his name in the drama]
He's still the best

He's so cute

especially when he smile *fainted*

New Song

2009-05-08T14:09:00.001+08:00

New song from Daughtry; No Surprise
nice song [:

SKIN RASH

2009-05-04T15:12:00.004+08:00

Thanks to that 40% alcohol.
So now I'm officially allergic to high percent alcohol

What the hell. It don't happen to me at all when I'm drinking those low percent alcohol. 1st time try 40% alcohol, have skin rash for 2days and still counting on..
Damn pain and itchy man.

Only got MC for 1day :/

P/S Laptop time tomorrow! :D

Whatever

2009-05-03T16:40:00.002+08:00

Friday went out with Eileen and Valerie to do PIC project. Manage to finish everything but still need to cut some cos too many wording.
We plan to go to the library beside Bugis. Then walk to there. In the end, the library closed at Public Holiday :/ I though should be half-day..
So went to Suntec Mcdonald to do the project.
After that plan to eat dinner together but me and Valerie lazy to wait for Eileen's BF so we went home first [:

Download new PSP game [:

Eyes closing

2009-04-27T21:43:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired!!
Feel damn like sleeping now.
So I gonna post a quick one [:

Had been playing Maple nowadays
choing to level up FAST!
now still noob lv21 only :/

Tomorrow bringing laptop to school cos after school going to do PIC project with Eileen, Regina and Valerie at IMM Mcdonald. If internet connection is good, I'm gonna play Maple at there [: cool. Hahhs. All except Regina bring laptop so she gonna be bore tomorrow. Hahhs

Kayy.
Good Night.
Yawn.

你可不可以爱我, 可不可以想我?

2009-04-26T00:29:00.002+08:00

Ohhh.. I love this song.
卢学叡: 可不可以爱我

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我

我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

OMG

2009-04-23T13:42:00.004+08:00

I swear I almost fainted when I'm walking home. The Sun is driving me crazy.

OMG OMG OMG

Liverpool is coming to Singapore this July to have a friendly match with National Team.
I want the ticket please [:

UPDATE:

I'm now damn fcuking mad about my neighbour living at upstair. I dunno whether they don't have a rubbish bin at home or they simply are so fcuking lazy that they just threw things out of their window. Whenever they throw things down, it will confirm stay on the so call air-con thingy outside the window. And they don't throw tissue paper or cigarette.

They or should I say She throw a used kotex pad.

Is she disgusting, sick or what. It's damn frustrating. Something wrong with your mind issit?! So you like people to see your bloody fcuking used kotex?! Will you mind if I throw one everyday at your house doorstep?!

BLK421 BEDOK NORTH ROAD #08-599
SINGAPORE460421

Yea. People living in this apartment. Please keep those fcuking disgusting thing to yourself. I think I should call the police next time. You know it can be fined for throwing rubbish out of your window?!
AND
If you really so love to throw fcuking disgusting thing out of your window, move to 2nd floor. So you don't throw it onto others.

FCUK YOU.

I Don't Care

2009-04-22T20:56:00.006+08:00

Saw this on Alex's blog and find it quite sweet and amaze that people could actually get to know one another without any verbal communication. And like what Alex said, it is really heartwarming [:

I'm so sleepy now. But still I wanna watch American Idol.
OMFG..
They gonna eliminate 2 people this week.

p/s Hope Eileen cheer up soon [:

17 Again

2009-04-21T19:46:00.003+08:00

Went to catch the movie, 17 Again. Watched it at Vivo with Eileen and Regina. Valerie wanna bake her cookies so she's not joining us.

It really worth watching this movie and it's really very funny. Hahhs.
And Zac Efon is really gorgeous. Especially like the way when he smile. *fainted*

Money!

2009-04-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

Photos taken at Banking Hall when we helped MsChan to cut the "money". If only all these are real [:

Ohhh...

There's free ice-cream at every Ben&Jerry Outlet! But Eileen they all like dun wan to go lei :/ Maybe going to watch the movie, 17 again. That movie is damn funny. I wanna watch!

Susan Boyle

2009-04-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

Britians Got Talent 2009

Susan Boyle
Her voice is so nice and totally shocked me.

watch video at here

Twilight Stuff

2009-04-14T14:34:00.003+08:00

Just went to look for LiHui to pass her birthday present. Hope she like it [:

Then went to Borders to hunt for Twilight stuff and bought 1 Twilight Pin Set and a bookmark. Total got 3 types of bookmarks but I can only afford 1. ): So I bought the one Edward with Bella. I wan all..

Pin Set - $12.40
1Bookmark - $11.20

Only know the price for 1 Twilight poster. It cost $16plus.. Bloody hell.. So expensive.. Someone buy me one can? [: I want the poster with full cast... PLEASE
*blink blink*

OKAY. Gonna start saving money NOW!!

1st day

2009-04-13T18:38:00.002+08:00

First day of school and expected, can't wake up in the morning and now I'm damn sleepy :/

First day of school is not okay at all.. SectionHead change. We want MissJenneFoo!!
And MrZaki gave us report to write on What is Customer Relationship Management. 250 words.

Okay I need to finish this report now then I can play MapleStory [:

Twilight DVD

2009-04-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

YEA!

I had bought the Twilight DVD

Kim Hyun Joong [:

2009-04-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

Holiday is ending soon for me. To be exact, it's less than 1 week now. School starts on Monday. Arghh!! Sure going to lack of sleep :/

Had been watching Boys Before Flowers. Awesome!

AND

Kim Hyun Joong is so cute and handsome.
Not only good at acting but also singing
He's also the leader of a Korean Group, SS501

OHH..
I so wanna learn Korean

Result

2009-04-02T16:14:00.003+08:00

Damn Damn Damn

My GPA falls. ARGHH!!

A - Banking Product & services
B - Service Quality & Communication
B - Entrepreneurship

Got 3.676 compared to 4
But still manage to get above 3.5
Nehmind Nehmind
Try harder for next exam..

I'm so sleepy now..
Fever..

Fed Up!

2009-04-01T14:37:00.001+08:00

Whoo~
I'm back from the chalet [:

AND

School result is out!
BUT
My account cannot login
I forgot the password
Great issnt it?
Bloody Hell

chalet HERE I COME!!

2009-03-30T00:58:00.007+08:00

Hurray! I finish watching all 3 series of Avatar, The Last Airbender. Yea, it's a cartoon but hey, it's awesome! And I borrow all 3 DVD from my uncle. He probably in his 40s and he love this cartoon together with his kids :/

Btw, tomorrow going chalet with Eileen, Regina and Valerie [: Meeting them at MRT. Hope it will be a great one and it sure going to be.

I'm tired. Why must it be always me?

BATAM TRIP

2009-03-25T15:38:00.009+08:00

DAY1

Went to visit the Barelang Bridge aka Lovers Bridge. After that went to Golden View Hotel to check in. Share the Family Suite with ShuGeok, Shirlyn and Charmaine [: Had Team Building Games and I have a lot of fun. My group have a unique name-BATAM 8.

B ; Bonding
A ; All for One

T ; Teamwork

A ; Aspire

M ; Motivated

8 ; Paulina, Su, Haidharov, Haidar, Hafiz, M.Y., Me, Suhaylah

DAY2

My first time Trekking at Mata Kuching with different group members. It's super tiring okay and there's lots and lots of insects. Arghh! And my friends will know that I definitely not those out-going type who enjoy those sports. Even thought it's tiring, I still got lots of fun during the trekking. Helping one another during the journey [: Not forgetting Eddie who still taking photos while all of us is like sweat like hell.

After trekking went back to hotel for a quick shower and change our dirty and sweaty clothes. We continue our Teambuilding games at a open area infront of the Hotel. Again same of the games made us laugh like hell. And we have to come up with 3 values.

Teamwork

Persenvence

Trust

DAY3

Visit the "factory" of Diana Layer Cakes aka Kek Lapis. After that SHOPPING at Nagoya Hill Shopping Centre.

Next is the Bina Umah Orphanage. Frankly, I was quite shock when we arrive at there. It's totally really dusty all around the place. I clean the classroom with some of the rest. Imagine if you had to study in a environment/classroom without any lights or fans. And the classroom is very dusty. They have to study in that type of environment whereas we had all the air-cons and compliant when it's too hot or too cold.

Their classroom block

They praying for us

Mr Alex said that we don't go there to help them. It's true. Who are we to help them? We are not the god. And they are even happier than most of us even thought their situation are not very ideal. When we are leaving, they pray for us. Even thought I don't understand Malay, still I'm very touch by their actions. And again, we should be the one who pray for them. Not them who pray for us. I can't hold my tears back when we are having reflections of that day. Yea I cry until my eyes turn red. But still I pray for the very best for every single one of them [:

Visiting the Orphanage is really a eye-opener for all of us especially me. It really made me feel how fortunate many of us are and still many of us still take things for granted and demanding more and even had a fight with their parents due to some minor matter.

DAY4

Watched a Cultural Performance. They started dancing followed by the dragon. Next one of the performancer peel a coconut with his teeth and ate some burning charcoal. Then another performancer ate glasses and jump through a ring of fire. OMG..

Then went for MegaMall for SHOPPING! But frankly, there's not much to shop or buy. No different from Singapore except that some are really cheap like hell!

After all those shopping is Home Sweet Home~!

This is the first time I went overseas with schoolmates and also taking ferry for the first time. I though I going to vomit but lucky don't have [: I have lots of fun with all of you guys and if there is another trip with the same of you guys, I surely will go. And we have so many inside jokes [Neh-Mind Neh-Mind / "Cannot see"] Hahhs I really enjoy the 4D3N over there at Batam and I kind of miss it now :/ Before the trip I even think of not going and just said that I overslept but I'm really thankful that I didn't do that. And if I really done that, I will not know all of you.

So keep in touch and see you guys in school! [:

Twilight DVD

2009-03-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

HOHO~!
Soon I'm going to get my hands on you baby
The Twilight DVD.
And bloody hell it cost $27.95
But it's okay cos Mum gonna pay for it.
Right?!
[:

Fully booked!

2009-03-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Batam and truly,

I enjoy myself very much.

It's the best camp I had ever been to [:

I only post on the Batam trip when I got all the photos from Eddie

I got so many events coming up. LiHui kept asking me to go out on the days which I got plan on :/ I'm so sorry that I can't go out with you guys.

27-28 MARCH ; Going to Grandma house at J.B. as I'm going for Qingming aka Tomb Sweeping Day for my grandfather. Ohh.. I miss him so much. No matter what you will be in my heart. ILY [:

30MARCH-1APRIL ; Chalet with gang [Eileen; Valerie; Regina] Hahhs I miss you guys so much. Miss all the crapping during school [: See you guys soon. Hope the chalet will be a enjoyable one.

4APRIL ; LiHui's birthdday celebration [:

6-12APRIL ; Grandma coming to stay at my house for 1week so I can't go out for that week too :/

I'm Back

2009-03-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

I'm back [:

What a "great" day for me

2009-03-04T19:13:00.004+08:00

OK, I'm officially going to be MIA from blogging until next Wednesday unless I suddenly have the urge to blog :D I'm seriously lack of time to study for my exams.

But before I going to be MIA, I will post a short one..

Went to school today and as expected, not many people turn up for lesson. Lesson supposed to start at 11AM but due to some reason that MrZaki had, the lesson is postponed to 12:30PM. So eat at school canteen which is nothing much to choose from..

Ohh, I went to Bedok Library just now to hunt for some more books to read. And while I was hunting, there's this Malay guy-and i think some thing is wrong with him-keep smiling at me. Creepy. I didn't even know who the hell is he and he keep on looking at me. Walking from shelves to shelves and walk back and bypass me after a while. I think he said something which I didn't heard any because I was listening to music. I think I met him before. A few years back when I'm Sec3/4? Which he ask me which school I'm from.

Thanks a lot. Hit by a China woman elbow on my head when I took MRT to school and met a crazy Malay guy when I'm in the library. So much fascinating incident for me.

Moodless

2009-03-03T14:10:00.005+08:00

ARGHH!! *SCREAM*

I don't know why but I seriously have no mood to memorise every bits of BPS and SQC. My mind is freaking continuously thinking about HOLIDAYS after next Wednesday. The long hours of sleep and no worry about the time. Endless time of playing laptop, watching television, listening to music. TV is my one of my best best friend [: And I so easily distracted by my best friend.

I'm so stress up. If I don't study now, my GPA is definitely gonna drop from the sky to the ground. And I seriously DON'T WANT that to happen.

I FCUKING WANT TO MAINTAIN THAT PERFECT GPA.

P.S. Books have lately become one of my best friend(s) too

OVERSLEPT!

2009-03-03T14:04:00.002+08:00

Never go school today.

Why?

I overslept...

I just can't get enough of The Beatles [:

2009-03-02T17:34:00.002+08:00

Seriously I don't know why but I'm so addicted to ALL SONGS of The Beatles. Their songs are simply damn cool! Might be the movie Across The Universe which made me really sit down and listen to The Beatles songs.

The Beatles!

2009-03-01T22:12:00.011+08:00

Friday went out with LiHui and Peggy to catch the movie, Marley & Me. I'm going to rate this movie 4/5. And really recommend you guys to watch it. It's funny, cute and sad at the end of the movie. You will be laughing at the whole 1 and a half hour and the remaining half an hour will be crying [the whole movie is 2hours].

Yesterday watch this movie through YouTube. I going to rate this movie 5/5! If you love the songs of The Beatles, you definitely going to fall in love with this movie. Basically this movie is like some kind of musical about a love story and every songs they sing in this movie are from The Beatles. And this movie made me fall in love with The Beatles again. So if you guys have the time, watch this movie. It's really meaningful. Watching a movie and listening to those old songs at the same time.

I LOVE THIS MOVIE AND ALL THE SONGS THEY SANG IN THIS MOVIE [[:

Click here to know more about The Beatles. They simply ROCKS!!

MIA

2009-02-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

I'm going to be MIA from blogging until exam is finish. Need to spend more time on studying. (:
Wish me luck in my exams XD

Bowling

2009-02-18T17:22:00.006+08:00

No lesson today because there's bowling for all the Banking and Fitness students. Each class got 3 lane. Hahhs. This is my first time playing bowling and I did made a joke of myself[those who share the same lane as me will know what happen] It's quite fun.
Pictures: [there are more with Nisha but decided to post these first.]

After Bowling went to Jurong Point to walk walk and ate Pizza Hut there. After a while then go home. Went to library to hunt for books. found these 2 books which I think it would be nice.

P.S: Valerie had confirmed that the chalet is successfully booked!! (:

SCREAM!!

2009-02-17T16:43:00.005+08:00

Recently damn frustrated about something.. It really took me a long time thinking whether to post this issue onto the blog. So here I am decided to type it out all and post onto my blog but still, I won't put down that person's name.

It's being 3 years and you still have not pay back my mum her money. It really upset me whenever my parent ask me when are you going to return the money. Sometimes I didn't even know how to answer back their question. Stupidly speaking up for you. And it's not even a small amount like $80 which my mum will simply forget bout it. However, it's $800. Don't you know that those are my mum's hard earn money which she save bits by bits?!

I still remember during that time when you are so in need of money and I even help you beg my mum to lent you that money. You even claim you will pay back within 1 or 2 years by installment or whatever. And now after all those begging in the past, this is what I get back from you? Not replying to my smses whenever I ask you when are you paying up. You always gave me excuses like your manager never give you your pay or your ATM card and passbook is with your Dad so you cannot take the money or even told me you will meet up with me but in the end no sms from you to tell me when to meet up with me. All those excuses which made me sick and tired of it.

So you think it's really nice to keep smsing you, asking you when you're going to pay back that money? Do you think I enjoy doing that?! No. I even have self-preparation to so-call "help" you to pay back my mum that $800 you lent from her. Don't you have the initiative to call me up saying when to meet up to pay back the money? Or do you just simply forget about it or think that me and my mum will forget about it? Hello Miss?! How would you feel if you were me? Do you ever think for others? Do you think this is only $40 or $80 or $100?! $800 you know?! My mum could simply use that money on something else which is more useful than lending you that money. Or you think this is a small amount of money? If that is so, why till now you still couldn't pay up the money? To you, it's $800 only what?! And you got the money to spend on other stuff but not returning the money?

After my stupid act of asking my mum to lent you the money , I am the one who get scolded from my Dad. Why?! Because I blindly trusted my friend too much. Lending her the money and believing that she will return the money ASAP. So this is what I got back. And also to lose a friend and at the same time not getting the money back.

Seriously after this lesson which I learn from you, it's definitely a NO whenever friends want to borrow money from me.

Twilight Saga

2009-02-16T20:25:00.003+08:00

Btw I had finish reading the whole series of Twilight Saga. :D I rush through Breaking Dawn throughout yesterday night and finally finished reading it. Such a wonderful ending for Edward and Bella. I totally love the whole story. 2 thumbs up for Stephenie Meyer!! I can't wait for the Official Twilight Guide and Midnight Sun. ((:

2009-02-16T14:10:00.002+08:00

OK I just saw one SHOCKING news from the internet. It's really SHOCKING!

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/article2240802.ece

ShiKin said the world is turning upside down.. HAHHS

2009-02-10T20:05:00.002+08:00

I'm quite speechless today.. I really don't know what the 4 of us had did which made you so dislike us.

We sleep in class?
Not only the 4 of us sleep in class.

We talk in class?
The rest talk even louder than us.

We never do or hand in assignment?
I don't think so.

So what could be the reason for you to be so against us?
And "thanks" for the nick you gave to us. It do really made us famous. I don't know what words to use to express this thankfulness to you.
WHATEVER..

2009-02-09T20:05:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday went out with friends again to watch Love Matters. It's definately way much more better than watching the boring movie, The Wedding Game. Went to watch it at Orchard. Ohh. I also bought Breaking Dawn at Borders!! Woo Hoo! Like finally after blindly waiting for the stock at popular (:

Today had early release so when to IMM to eat luch. We are seperated 2 by 2. Me and Eileen wanted to eat Long John Silver whileas Valerie and Regina wanted to eat Macdonald. So we seperate. Hahhs. Also bought my SanDisk 8GD thumbdrive at Beat Denki. Bought exactly the same as the one I lost.. :/

2009-02-04T21:16:00.005+08:00

Just reached home. Went out with friends to Plaza Sing to watch movie. I STRONGLY DIS RECOMMEND you to watch The Wedding Game. It's totally LAME. Yes indeed there some parts that is funny. Only some. Wasted $7.50. Actually planned to watch Love Matters but one of them watched already. So no choice but to watch the movie which wasted my $7.50.

Saturday going to watch Love Matters with LiHui. And currently waiting for movies to be on in cinema.
Valkyrie
Marley and Me
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

2009-02-03T19:20:00.002+08:00

Went to eat Swensen with family yesterday. All together $125.47. Very expensive but Mum said once in awhile so it's okay. Will upload photos when I'm free. (:

P/S: I will post about Chinese New Year when I'm free. Currently rushing with BPS project and SQC firming.

2009-01-23T23:44:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow night going to Malaysia. Gonna sit in the car for 5 to 6 hours plus. Not going to blog for 1week as I don't think there will be internet at there :/ Anyway gonna take lots of photos (:

Crush - David Archuleta

Oooooh ohhhhh
Oooooh ohhhhh

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush (what a rush)

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much (just too much)

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You've got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath
When I look at you?
Are you holding back
Like the way you do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hangin', spendin' time
~~Girl~~Boy, are we just friends?
Is there more?
Is there more?

See, it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe
That we can make this into
Something that will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back, like the way you do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Going away

Why do I keep running from the truth? (why do I keep running)
All I ever think about is you (all I ever think about)
You've got my hypnotized (hypnotized), so mesmerized (mesmerized)
And I just got to know
Do you ever think (ever think) when you're all alone (all alone)
All that we could be, where this thing could go? (go)
Am I crazy or falling in love? (crazy)
Is it real or just another crush? (another crush, yeah, yeah)

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back, like the way you do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away (whoa)
But I know this crush ain't goin' away (this crush ain't)
Goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

2009-01-22T19:32:00.004+08:00

I want his number! (:
Well, he work at the same place as my mum but he's only a part-timer at there. Haiz.. It will be weird if I walk up to him and say "Can give me your handphone number :D?" Kind of wierd right?! And I also can't ask my mum to help me ask for his number right?! Haiz.. How? :/

2009-01-21T16:34:00.003+08:00

School ends at 2PM today. So took MRT and went home.

I'm so going to BATAM!! There's a 4D3N camp at Batam at 19MARCH to 22MARCH. But still don't know whether Dad will provide me the money. It cost $330++. Haiz. How I wish I got Edusave then I will need not to worry about all these money stuff. Maybe I won't be able to go just because of the money.

2009-01-19T21:05:00.004+08:00

My group had completed our role play. Like finally even though we are the 1st team to complete but editing was not yet done. Bringing Laptop tomorrow and I'm sure I will die cos damn heavy. Going to edit the video tomorrow. Really had a lot of fun during the filming. HAHHS. ((:
Dad also drive me home today because he went to IMM.

It's confirm. Dad said we will be leaving Singapore on this coming Saturday at night. WTH.. It will be great if Dad going to drive in day time but too bad mum still need to work on this Saturday till 4PM/5PM. Day time is better as it's quite dangerous driving at night. :/

This time I'm gonna take lots of photos all around grandparents house. Hahhs. I'm gonna video down the fire crackers, those red colours thingy which every year ChinaTown will put. Cool arr? It's like all of you need to stand far far and can only see tiny bits of it. And me, stand just few steps away from it and becoming deaf after the whole thing finish. And even breathe in all those toxic thing. But really doubt whether uncle still going to put one cos grandpa's heart is weak and he can't smell those toxic gases which if he did, he will be giddy afterwards. Hope grandpa could stay strong (: and he's really strong physically, no kidding..

Okay I suddenly got so crazy about Korean stuff and had this urge to learn Korean (: But my bloody hell sis said "your English didn't even study well you want study our language.". WTH.. Thanks for your 'encouragement' arr. Thanks arr.